This time for real
I cannot even remember how often I have been confronted with the same decision. So far it has always been negative but somehow the idea must provoke a certain fascination within me. Otherwise it would be hard to explain why I never stopped sticking to it over all those years. Finally having a proper leather jacket, even if almost every single jacket that I tried so far did not actually suit me or were either not matching in color, style or you name it.
However, you only have to give me another six months after a negative decision and it starts working again inside of me. Now, I am pretty serious again, this time I will go and find the right one regardless how long it will take.